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Losing you felt so surreal. I never thought you would mean so much to me.

You were my Angel.

The only one who saw me for who I really was. And you liked me anyways.

I never understood that.

Then again, I can never understand anything good.

How could I let you pass me by?

I didn’t even get the chance to say goodbye.

I don’t even know where you went.

Deleted your number.

How stupid of me.

Now I’m looking back and regretting all the time and opportunities lost.

I still hate myself so much for this.

Never knew regret would be so bad.

Pounds my ears so loud it makes me want to cut them off.

I even wonder if you remember me or if I’m just a lost memory.

Please call me and tell me you love me again.

You don’t have the slightest idea of how much this hurts.

Fuck this shit.

I’m going back to my dreams.